Confused and Hurt. Just Another Day.

<p>I'm not going to explain the last month I've had. Its too painful to write, and I relive random memories every morning when I wake up.
I'm trying to move on. Trying to forget. Trying to forgive. But when I keep having moments that test my decisions, it makes it hard to carry on. I feel like I don't know what's reality and what's all in my head. It makes me anxious and confused and stressed. Sometimes I would give anything just to know the truth about everything. And sometimes I know it would hurt too bad. And there again there are days when I would like to imagine that nothing happened, and everything is currently ok, and nothing will ever happen again. Its just hurting each and every day. And healing slowly.

Here Lies...

Here lies the thought of moi...Kate.  Sometimes I just have something to say.  Sometimes I need to vent, and sometimes I need a literary escape from my crazy everyday life.  This is where you'll find all of that.  Be it something you like, perfect.  If you don't, you'll find the little x in the corner box.  Thats the joy of the internet.